Forbidden: Part One (Luna & Sol Omegaverse, #1)

by Emilia Emerson

“Why did I think I could leave you to your own devices?” he muttered. “I don’t know, Luc,” Poppy said. “But thank goodness we have a big, strong alpha here to direct us now.”

It had been a challenging class and different than usual. We usually practiced physically defending ourselves and fighting off opponents, but today was all about psychological resistance. Omegas were hard-wired to respond to an alpha’s bark, making us vulnerable no matter how physically strong or capable we were.

It had been so long since I caught the giggles like this and it felt so good to laugh with abandon as the streetlights flickered, my pissed-off alpha next to me. I love this man so much.

Theo took a deep breath. “I’m sorry I got a little upset, love.” “A little upset?” I asked incredulously. “Just a touch,” he responded, finally breaking into a real smile. It transformed his face, making him even more breathtakingly handsome than usual. Theo’s smiles were rare, and each one felt like winning a prize. “Just a tiny murderous rage,” I teased.

“How about we get ice cream to go—there’s a spot we can drive to near here with a great view of the city.” “Do I still get extra sprinkles? Even though I didn’t help with body disposal?” “You get as many sprinkles as you want. You get anything you want, my love.”

“Thank you for caring about my safety. And for wanting to listen to me,” I murmured into his chest. “You’re the most precious thing to me, Josie. The most important, sweetest part of my life.”

Josie giggled and it was like the brightest sunshine.

“Why are we on top of the car, Theo?” “Because I couldn’t wait one more minute to have you in my arms.”

“In my community, any alpha can use their bark against an omega as long as it’s justified. Of course, the alpha dictates when the bark is justified. Growing up, it was mainly my pack fathers who used it against me. They would forbid me from talking or force me to stay in my room all day when they grew tired of me.”

“The law says that fathers and bonded alphas can use their bark on their omega, but it also says that certain officials can as well. The alphas at the DA are allowed to use their bark on omegas, and they did it all the time. They forced us to follow their rules and to submit to medical exams. Some alphas did it just because they enjoyed feeling in control. Sometimes I would try to fight it, but when I did, I would get punished more. So I didn’t fight it. I just did whatever they said.”

“What are you thanking me for, beautiful?” I brushed her hair out of her face like she had done for me earlier in the car. That simple gesture had almost killed me. “Thank you for being angry for me.”

“Fine, fine,” Ben said, lifting his hands in surrender. “Don’t mind me, just hacking away at a server I already know is secure because I secured it.”

“You’re so fucking perfect for me. I can’t wait to touch you and taste you,”

“I might need some help,” he said, his eyes twinkling. I suppressed a smile. “Did you forget how to take your shirt off?” “Yes,” he breathed out, eyes glued on my body as I crawled onto the bed towards him. “Must be because I’m staring at the world’s sexiest omega. She’s very distracting.”

“You’re so beautiful,” I murmured, daring to run my hands down the smooth planes of his chest. “That’s my line,” he said, pulling me closer with one hand around my neck and the other on my hip. “So fucking gorgeous.”

I wanted him to touch me. I was terrified for him to see me.

“I wish you could see yourself like I do right now. You are an angel.” His voice was a reverent whisper.

A+ dick. 10/10. Fuck, I’m such a nerd.

My Theo, reserved, serious, wears-a-tie Theo, had a penis piercing.

“I never want to hear you say you’re not attractive again. No one insults my girl, not even you. Understand?”

“One day, you’ll see yourself like I do,”

“Sorry,” I whispered to the ceiling. “I can’t get it out of my head that you’ll be disgusted. My body’s not good enough for you.” “Just means I’ll need to get you naked as often as possible so I can convince you of how enraptured I am by you.”

He was staring at my pussy with something that looked like awe.

“Your pussy is so cute,” he said, his pupils wide as he met my eyes. “No more underwear for you. It’s a crime to cover this up.” “You can’t tell me what to do,” I said with a pout. “Mmm, that’s where you’re wrong,” he said, squeezing my ass tightly. His heated gaze burned a trail down my skin. “I need to taste you,” he said.

Holy. Shit. The warm drag of his tongue felt incredible. It was more pleasure than I ever could have imagined.

“You taste like heaven,” he murmured, his breath hot against me. “Want to spend all my days between your thighs with the taste of your sweet pussy on my lips.”

“Look how wet you are for me. I want to be drenched in your scent so everyone knows you’re mine,”

“Oh my god,” I mumbled, nuzzling my face into his bare chest. “You’ve killed me with orgasms.” “I hope not because I have more plans for you.”

“My turn,” I said. “Are you going to have your way with me, omega?” he asked, breathless. “Yes, alpha,”

I smiled and leaned down to lick the pre-cum that had beaded on the head of his cock. Oh, Poppy was right. It did taste good.

“Am I doing good?” I asked, desperately wanting approval. “So. Fucking. Good. You look so sexy on your knees for me,” he groaned,

“You’re way too good at that, angel, and I want to come in that cute little pussy of yours.” Yes, please. “Okay,” I said with a smile. “You can come in my mouth next time.”

There was a slight sting, the stretch taking my breath away, but mostly what I felt was love. To have my first time with someone as gentle and kind as Theo was an immeasurable gift.

“You have to use your words, love. Almost gave me a heart attack.” “Not my fault your dick rendered me speechless.”

For so long, I hadn’t allowed myself to imagine that I could have this. When I had been trapped in the darkest parts of my abuse, all I wanted was to survive. And once I got away from them, I hadn’t allowed myself to hope for the future. Feeling Theo inside me, the gentle pressure of his weight against my body, his heady scent… it was so much more than physical pleasure. It felt like coming home to a part of myself I thought I’d lost forever—the part of myself who dreamed, who thrived, who lived.

“I love you,” I whispered, meeting Theo’s concerned gaze. “This is everything.”

“You are my wildest dream made flesh,” he said. “I would wait an eternity for you, for this.”

Holding my beautiful mate in my arms after making love was something I had dreamed of for years.

She blushed so beautifully when she parted her legs, and I grew hard again, both at the sight of her and at the gift of her trust.

It killed me how worried she had been about me seeing her naked. Josie was so gorgeous and soft, determined and strong, and I would make it my mission to show her how much I loved every part of her until she believed it herself.

I’d thought nothing could compare to the feeling of her wet mouth surrounding me, sucking me off, but I had been wrong. Being inside her, feeling her come on my cock, had been the best experience of my life.

Flashes of memory flitted through my mind—the feel of her legs gripping me, the softness of her skin, the grip of her tight heat, the sensation of coming inside her, marking her as mine. A primal satisfaction rose in me and my cock twitched, urging me to take her again. I stopped myself from sliding home between her legs, not wanting to add to her soreness.

Fuck. We hadn’t talked about knotting ahead of time and I hadn’t wanted to bring it up when I was balls-deep inside her.

“I thought it might be too much for the first time,” I said. “But I definitely want to,” I added hurriedly, remembering from my research that denying an omega a knot could make them feel rejected. Josie just gave me a soft smile and snuggled closer to me. “Thanks for not pressuring me. I want to, just so you know.” “Next time,” I said, kissing her forehead. I hoped the next time would be soon.

“My pack fathers had rigid expectations of what it meant to be an alpha, and those beliefs only got more extreme once they moved us to North Woods from London,”

“We lived in a progressive community in London. My sisters are both omegas and had the freedom to go to school and make friends and all that normal shit. But as we got older, and they had my two younger brothers, my parents got more obsessed with what they called traditional designation roles. Things changed quickly at home. They wanted me in the gym all the time and started homeschooling my sisters. Eventually, they fell even deeper into the ideology and moved us so they could be with like-minded families, and we would be forced to fall in line.”

I had wanted an omega for our pack for years. My alpha needed someone to dote on, protect, and care for. But I hadn’t anticipated what it would be like to receive that care. It was more than I could have imagined.

“We ended up just talking for a couple of hours. She told me it was okay to wait until I was ready to have sex and gave me pointers on how to please a partner when I had one. I took notes so I would remember everything she told me.”

“I know, love. It’s all messed up. When I came home, I pretended that I’d done it. My father slapped me on the back in congratulations. It was one of the rare times he was proud of me, and it was all a lie. I spent the rest of my time in North Woods, pretending to have a slew of partners. It felt like something was broken inside me. I didn’t feel sexual attraction like other alphas.

“I went back and saw the same beta woman a few times. She was only a couple years older than me, and I thought she seemed lonely. She liked having someone to talk to, and I took down notes each visit. Even back then, I knew that one day I wanted to find my partner… my mate. And when I did, I wanted to please her.