Dear God, I’m at the end of my road. There’s nothing more that I can do to fix my brokenness. Without you, this road is impossible to travel. I’ve met a man, a fairly decent man from what I’ve learned so far. Together, we’re having a child and as selfish as I want to be, I can’t be. He deserves to love on, care for, and be with our child as much as I do. And, I want that for him, for me, and our unborn. But, I have no idea of how to let him in. The only man I’ve ever trusted destroyed me, ravished my soul, tainted my heart, abused my body, and turned me into someone I don’t even recognize.
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