For the Fans

by Nyla K.

The endless void of silence is broken when my phone pings in my pocket. Pulling it out, I focus my blurred vision on the screen. Kyran: BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! A choked sob leaves my lips, tears welling in my eyes and a happy-sad grin curving my mouth.

HOW FUCKING CUTE

Kyran: I wanna kiss you so bad babe. I’m gonna kiss you in front of EVERYONE :)

“We’re together,” I speak quietly, then straighten. “He’s my boyfriend. I’m his…” My voice trails, and I peek at Avi, watching his lips slope into a timid smile. “I’m his boyfriend.”

Picking up one of his sweatshirts, I hold it up to my face and breathe in deep. The smell of him lingering in the fabric is like a sledgehammer to my already broken heart. I have a candle that smells like you…

“God is faith, Avi. Faith in yourself, as a part of the world as it turns. And for all the hate, and sickness and despair we experience, there are equal parts love and joy. You just have to look up.”

He’s my reason, my rescue. Slow down, broken boy… and let him catch you.

this one right here

I’m in love with Avi Vega, wholly, truly, un-fucking-deniably.”

BC Eagles QB Kyran Harbor just changed his IG to His_Baby… Do you think…????

I’m in love with an angel who uses Twizzlers as straws and gives gummy bears names.

The hot grouchy blonde, with all his internal scars. He took my hand at the edge, and squeezed it. And we fell together.

“Wow…” Kyran sighs, cocking his head. “You look… distraught.”

“You’ve been drawing me the whole time… haven’t you?” he whispers, blinking shimmery eyes at me. “Kind of…” I murmur, and he grins. I love seeing it so much that I sigh, “Okay, yes. I’ve been in love with you for a while… clearly.”

“Okay… How about I take you on a date?” He spins in my arms. “Our first official date?!”

kyran really is so free now 🥹🥹

“Well alright, then. Spoil me, Backwardz Avi.” Cupping his jaw, I kiss his lips softly. “Anything for you, Only My Baby.”

He’s my savior, my first and my only. From eagle wings to angel wings… he’s my Avi. Dancing on the field of my heart.

Kyran Harbor is by far the most determined motherfucker I’ve ever met. If anyone can do this, it’s him.

“I’m just kidding, Ky jelly!”

CRYING

For Kyran, my baby… Love, your biggest fan.