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The possibility of having none of her at all was not a reality I was trying to get used to. Denial wasn’t the word even though plenty of motherfuckers had thrown it my way. It went deeper than that. When I met Majesty, I met the other half of my soul, and I needed that shit back or nothing at all.
Damn, she was so fine it hurt. Something she was well aware of and used to her advantage.
But she was more than a pretty face to me. To keep it short, Majesty was everything. The whole ass reason I had any of this shit. The reason I stopped dealing and using my bar to clean my profits. The reason I knew what the hell meditation was. The reason I wanted a future with someone when I had been dead set on staying alone for the rest of my life. Until I met her.
The man I had become was a direct reflection of the way she loved me. And no other nigga was about to enjoy the gift that this woman was without me feeling a way about it. If that pissed her off, cool. It still didn’t change the fact that she was off limits.
Majesty motherfuckin’ James. I swear I could still smell and taste her. Majesty was a whole ass experience. And I missed her.
The day I realized Majesty had my heart in a vice grip was the day I recognized all this other shit wasn’t for me. Nobody else was capable of doing what she’d done for me. And honestly, the way she loved herself was the reason I loved her.
I would set the world on fire without a second thought just to make her happy. She had to know that shit.
“Majesty, you are my forever. I’ll never get over you. I don’t care if you got married today and pushed out a hundred kids. I will never not want you back. I mean that with everything in me. No matter how much I gain it’ll never compare to being able to share it with you. I thought I had this love shit figured out and I was wrong.”
Majesty, you are the goal and I’m willing to do whatever I need to do to get back to you. I always told you that all of you is the only thing I’ll accept, and I still stand beside that.
“I want to see you geek out at this concert and I want to create these memories with you because you’re the only person I wanna do life with, Majesty. If you give me this chance, I promise to never take you for granted again. I’ll never stop trying to win you over and I’ll give you the time you deserve.”