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“You wrong me, and the world shall know it: though you have put me into darkness.” - William Shakespeare
I guess this all started with rivers of blood, and that’s how it needs to end. One drop at a time our demons will be exorcised. I just hope we don’t lose too much in the process.
Just hold on, Princess. We’ll find you.
Hold on, my love, we’re coming for you. Just a little longer now.
“I told you that we were bound for all eternity, my darling. We were always going to find you. You’re our beating heart,”
“I love you, wife,” Ash murmurs in my ear, and if I close my eyes, I can pretend that he’s the one holding me up instead of a stranger. “I love you, husband,”
“I love you, Pretty Girl. Give our baby a rub from me,” Loki tells me, his voice thick, and my lip trembles, tears freely dripping down my cheeks. “I will. Love you too,”
“I love you, darling,” Kai whispers, his voice etched with sorrow. “I love you too, my soul,”
“I swear to you on my blackened heart and all that is left of my soul that we will come for you, and fucking dance in the blood of those that have harmed you, my love,” Jax vows, and his declaration is full of love and vengeance in equal measure, making my heart thrill. “I love you with all that I am, Jax. All that I will ever be,” I say in return. “Good girl,”
Two weeks. Fourteen days and I’ll be in their arms again. I just need to hold on.
“Ash told me to tell you ‘rubber duck’ if you had any concerns,” she whispers in my ear, my eyes widening at the phrase. Only Ash and I know about it, no one else.
“You think I’m pretty, Griffiths? I’m afraid you’re not my type, too much between your legs for me,” Ash retorts, and I can’t help the dark chuckle that falls from my lips at the comment. “We both know that your wife certainly enjoys what’s between my legs,” I reply, grinning smugly when a dark flush creeps up his neck. “What does she call it again…oh yes, my monster cock. But I’m sure that you’re…adequate, pretty boy.”
Kai Evil Genius Matthews: So we can keep in touch, darling xxx I quickly open it, rereading the message again as a smile tugs at my lips. I startle when another message pops up. Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: *winking face emoji* Fucking cuntmuffin! Followed by another. Ash Our Almighty Leader: Who the fuck gave us these stupid-ass nicknames? Hello, Princess xxx A laugh tinkles out of my mouth at seeing his words, and I can just imagine his grumbling tone of voice as he says them. Another message comes in, and I can’t help a bark of laughter that rings around the spring morning. Jax
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Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn changed the group name to Lilly’s Not Gangbang Boyfriends.
Kai: Dirty Pet, getting so worked up over their filthy words. I’ll have to get Ash to spank you again when you’re home.
Kai: I would do such dirty, terrible things to your body, Pet. Indulge all of your darkest fantasies, and play with all of your fears until you don’t know whether to beg me to stop or keep going.
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: That’s it, baby. Fuck your hand like you would my cock. I wanna see you come all over yourself.
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Show me. I wanna see what I do to you all. An influx of picture messages arrives a moment later. Toned abs glistening with cum and still hard dicks that make my mouth water. Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Soon, I’ll lick it all off. Every. Last. Fucking. Drop.
Just as the sun sets below the horizon, I hear the opening strains of ‘Ride of the Valkyries’ by Wagner fill the room, the entire mansion seeming to vibrate with the sounds of the violin strings.
“I will fucking chain you to my bed if I have to, Baby Girl, but you are never to leave us again. Got it?”
“Adrian isn’t your uncle, darling. He’s your father. We believe that your mother wasn’t called Laura Darling, but Violet Rochester, and that she was carrying Adrian’s child when she ran from him,”
“I promised my wife here that I would cut each and every one of your fingers off for daring to touch her.”
“I would do all this and more for you, Baby Girl. I’d burn the whole motherfucking world to the ground if you asked me to,”
“Did you miss me, baby? Did you miss my fingers inside you? My cock inside your dripping cunt?”
Fuck, I am literally going to die from too many orgasms. There are worse ways to go, I suppose.
“I’ll bring you to the surface, my love. Or drown with you. But you are not alone. You don’t need to fight this by yourself.”
Kai dirty talking does things to Her Vagisty which should be illegal.
“You’re smart, beautiful, funny, and a wonderful person who isn’t afraid to take on four broken boys and make them into men.”
“You take care of her? All of you?” he asks, tone firm and unwavering. I’m suddenly hit with the thought that he's asking out of concern for my well-being, that he would take them all on if their answer isn’t satisfactory. Warmth suffuses my limbs at having more people in my corner. “With our lives,” Ash tells him solemnly, not breaking his gaze until my grandfather looks at Loki. “And our hearts,” Loki declares, and there goes my own heart again, trying to escape once more. “She’s our souls,” Kai adds, glancing my way briefly before looking back at my grandfather, who nods, then looks towards
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“You don’t have to talk to him, Princess,” he assures me, his own grey eyes just as hard as Julian’s, but full of a raging fire that I know is aimed at the older man. “Or look at him, or even let him fucking breathe near you.”
“My whole life has been dominated by men controlling it, and I’m just a fucking pawn being placed where they want me to be. Shit, even before I was born, I was running from a man!”
“We are all fucking pawns to them, my darling,” he tells me, his own voice growling with frustration. He pulls back a little, placing a finger under my chin and raising it to meet his gaze. “But I swear to you on everything that I am, you will get your pound of flesh. You will be free, we all will.”
“That’s because you are a warrior queen, made to shed the blood of our enemies,” he tells me, a fierce pride in his tone as one hand comes up to stroke down the side of my face. “And you are perfect, Lilly Vanderbilt. Just right for us.” A shiver runs down my spine at his words, my inner demon preening at his praise and acceptance. After all, what better way to defeat the monsters that plague us than by becoming monstrous ourselves?
“Now, you’re going to lick me out like you’re starving, and the rest of you will watch but no touching yourselves.”
“I can taste them inside you, baby,” he rasps, his voice muffled. “It’s rude to talk with your mouth full,”
“I want to pour my release down that beautiful throat of yours,” Kai tells me, his hand wrapped over mine, our grip punishing. “May I, my Queen?”
“Such a good fucking girl for me, baby. Wet and aching already.”
“Fuck, Lilly, baby. Your pussy feels so fucking good gripping my cock,” I grit out, and her inner walls flutter around me, her hips matching my thrusts with movements of her own as she rides me hard and fast. “That’s it, Pretty Girl. Ride my dick like it will never be enough.”
“I can’t breathe without you, Pretty Girl. I no longer exist when you are not there,”
“You brought us all back from the dead, baby.”
“It’s not safe for the baby for you to play paintball, Baby Girl,” he tells me gently in that deep, husky voice of his, his thumb brushing the tears from my face. I heave a sigh, knowing he’s right, but hating that there feels like so much I can’t do, or eat because I’m growing a baby. “But,” he adds, a mischievous twinkle in his ice blue eyes, “if you want to watch from the viewing platform, I’ll shoot Ash in the dick just for you.”
He stops in front of my face, leaning down and opening his fist to show me a gleaming, metal butt plug in rainbow colours and with a pink jewel on the end. My breath catches, and I look to see a wide smile on his handsome face. “I thought that you’d like this one, Pet. On account of your underwear choice,” he tells me, running the plug up and down my bare arm. Goosebumps rise on my skin from the cool touch. “You’ll wear this all day. Only I’m allowed to take it out, understand?” “Yes, sir,” I breathe, shivering slightly. “Such a good Pet,”
“Keep looking at me like that, Pretty Girl, and I'll have to fuck that pretty mouth of yours,”
“Fuck, baby. Now I'm gonna go out there with a boner that'll be fucking easy to spot. Why don't you take that beautiful ass of yours over to Jax and give him a matching one? They'll see him a mile off with that monster standing to attention.”
“So she’s your wife?” he asks, clearly letting his curiosity get the better of him. “Yes,” Ash replies, giving the man a cursory look, his fingers linked with mine as we walk across the warehouse. “But you let her kiss your friends?” the Seal continues, and I have to give him some credit for having the balls to ask. There’s no judgement in his tone, just curiosity. Before Ash can answer, I do. “Didn’t your mummy ever tell you that sharing is caring, soldier?”
“We will never stop loving you, Baby Girl,” Jax tells me, his fingers grazing my pulse point. “That dead man cunt does not own any part of you. Julian does not own any part of you. We do. We own all of you, just like you own all of us, and that will never change, precious.” I shiver as one hand leaves my throat, tracing a path to the zip at the back of my dress. “And you’re going to give each of us an orgasm to prove that, aren’t you, Baby Girl?”
“Please bury yourselves so deep inside me that I forget my own name.”
“I want your first orgasm before they get up here, Princess,” he grits out, thrusting hard and fast, barely pausing between. “And you will give it to me.”
My Knights own me, body and soul, and no one can take that away from me.
“I’m going to make you as hot as you made me,” he whispers, moving his face closer to my aching pussy. His fingers skirt up my thighs, both hands grasping my hips, and he huffs a breath against my wet folds. “As desperate for my cock inside you as I was to fill up this delicious cunt when you claimed me as yours in front of that secretary.”
