Restore Me

by J.L. Seegars

He’d be whatever she needed him to be.

@ 1%… this is about to hurt

“Do you want me to go to jail, Sloane? Because that’s exactly what’s going to happen if I let you go and another fucking person in this shit hole touches you tonight.”

Dominic’s father was an abusive drunk.

Although, sometimes a part of me can’t help but feel like he broke them first.

Sloane Kent is used to my touch.

The one that’s hidden the shattered man who watched his best friend fall in love and build a life with the woman who already owned his fucking soul.

Careful, angel. I think silently. You might prefer the asshole to what you’ve just awakened.

but nothing is going to stop me from taking care of her.

face, I brush her teeth,

“I think, we’re well past the point of discussing whether or not I like you. As for how you feel about me….” He starts moving, forcing me backward until my back collides with the wall. “Well, you could say you hate me right now, and I’d still want you to sit on my face.”

“I can’t wait to have you like this again, but next time you’ll be coming on my dick. Do you want that, angel?”

I’ll strip you down with my teeth, so I can see every inch of you while I fuck you against the wall.”

“Oh, but I am, angel. If I wasn’t I wouldn’t be considering ripping your panties off, eating your pussy until you scream the walls down, and sending you back to your date with the juices of your orgasm running down your thighs.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not giving you another orgasm until I can tie you down and make damn sure you can’t walk out on me again.”

hips into me, I’m certain it’s just to make sure I can feel it. He smiles against the side of my neck. “Jealousy is such a good look on you, I almost hate to tell I haven’t fucked Kristen, or anyone else, in a month. You’re the only person I want, which is why I’m offering myself to you so readily.”

“If you go out there and tell your date you’re not feeling well and need to go home.” My mouth falls open on a moan when he presses a hot, wet kiss to my neck with an open mouth. “Dominic…” “I’m not going to sit by and watch him touch you when I can’t. Trust me, angel, this is the only option that doesn’t end with my fist in his face.”

own your kisses now, which means you don’t give them to anyone but me. You got that?”

“You don’t have to know, it only matters that you want it. And if there’s something you want—” Dark eyes flick up to mine, alight with danger and desire. “—I’m going to be the one to give it to you.”

the moment I take her I’m never letting her go. And I don’t think that’s what she needs to hear right now.

“This is exactly what I meant when I told you to use me for your pleasure. Are you going to come again, angel?”

“I could never hate you, angel,” I whisper against her skin. “I’ve always loved you too much for that.”

call her my angel because that’s what she is to me. The promise of God’s love in human form, a treasure from heaven walking here on Earth making the lives of every person she meets better.

My best friend is happy. The woman I love is happy. I can live with a shattered heart if it means theirs get to stay whole.

Of me claiming your body and soul. Of me etching myself into your lungs until you can’t fucking breathe without me.

damn do I want to get this shit over with so I can take her home and bury my face between her legs.

“We’re not fucking this up because you’re dissatisfied with your vibrator. I take care of the things that belong to me, Sloane, and you are mine. Your smart mouth, your incredible mind, and your greedy little pussy.”

“But I need to know that you’re safe and comfortable more than I need anything else, so hear me when I say this: the decision about taking this to another level will be mine and mine alone.”

“I could never regret you, angel.” He pulls our linked hands up to his mouth, pressing a kiss to my fingers. “Even when you break my heart by saying shit like you hope you’re worth whatever this is costing me emotionally. Let’s be clear, whatever the price is for being with you, I’ll happily pay it. I’ll give up my soul for a moment of your time. I’ll sell everything I own for a night in your bed. There’s no sacrifice I wouldn’t make to hear you laugh, make you smile, or shield you from pain.”

“Finish. Show me how you’re going to make yourself come when this is over and me taking care of your insatiable pussy is nothing but a memory.”

“Angel.” He plants a kiss on my lips. “I’m jealous of the wind that gets to blow through your curls.” Another kiss, this time to my jaw. “Of the fabric that gets to hug your curves all day and the moonlight that streams across your skin at night.”

“You look incredible in that dress, Sloane, but I want it gone when I get back. I need you naked and waiting by the door with your pussy still soaking wet for me.”

“You’re about to find out. Reach into the nightstand and get out your vibrator.”

“Pull the vibrator out and slide it back in. Let me hear how wet you are.”

“Fuck, Sloane.” He shudders, and I can tell by the rough edge of his words that he’s close. “You’re doing so good, angel. Hearing you fuck yourself like that is going to make me come.”

“Are you taking charge tonight, Sloane?” I blink slowly, turning my options over in my mind.

“Details, angel. I want to hear all about your day while I eat this magnificent pussy.”

“Lift your hips for me.”

“You told me to come home, angel.” His fingers are brutal as they pound into me, every stroke pushing me towards a meltdown of epic proportions. “Home. Like this house and the most precious thing in it belongs to me. Is that the case? Do you belong to me?”

“What do you need, angel of mine?”

“Have you ever used a safe word, angel?”

“Well, I need you to pick one. Right now.”

With her eyes closed, I have a chance to pull my shit together. I take a deep breath and relish the feeling of being inside of her. Nothing, not even the past few weeks of fucking her with my tongue and fingers, could have prepared me for this moment. For the greedy little pulses of her cunt or the scorching hot heat of her wrapped around my dick.

Sloane’s legs tremble and then fall away from my body, landing on the mattress, opening her up for me, and presenting an opportunity I can’t pass up: the chance to see my dick disappearing inside of her. I pull back and sit up on my knees to sweep my gaze over the place where we’re joined. I run my hand down her body, making her shiver as I trail my fingers from her stomach to the apex of her thighs. She shivers, her eyes popping open to pin me with a lazy stare.

“Use your words.”

“I want to feel you milking my dick because I know that when you go off, I’m going right with you.”

Love. I love him. I’m in love with Dominic Alexander.

“I could put it in your mouth. I could fuck your face until I come down your throat and you swallow every last drop…”

“Like what you see, angel?”

“I just like to see you come, Dom,” I whisper, biting back a broken moan. “Is there something wrong with that?”

“It is if you haven’t already.”