But there are all these little parts of me I never had to think of before that keep popping out at the oddest moments; ideas I would’ve sworn weren’t mine at all before now, because they were invisible, you see? Like camouflage, but on the inside, too; a way of being within myself as well as appearing to others. But the camouflage doesn’t fit here, and now I can see it, but that’s not the same as being able to throw it out all at once.”
