If He Had Been with Me
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“What about you guys?” Sasha says. It takes me a second to realize that she is talking to Finny and me.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
HELL NOO
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What I want to say is, “Hell no,” but somehow I can’t bring myself to do it.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
EXACTLY
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Finny grins at me, and I finally realize that I never, never felt this way about Jamie, even at the best of times.
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“Hey, do you guys want to get drunk tonight?”
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
oh...
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“If you’re not serious about this, then don’t mess with his head. He and Sylvie aren’t always good together, but it’s better than him obsessing over you again.”
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
AHH WHAT
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“She’s not who I want to be with,” he says “She’s not—that’s all.”
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
finny pls
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“No,” he says. There is a slight tremble in his voice. “After we turned thirteen. Why did you have to leave like that?” The question hangs in the air between us, the way it always has.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
oh finny :(
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“You make me happier than any other person ever has,” I say, but he still won’t look at me. “Do I?” he says. I nod. “Every day,” I whisper.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
can someone pls shoot me i can't take this
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“What if I kissed you right now?” he says. I can’t answer him at first; everything inside me has gone still. I tell myself to take a breath. “That would make me happy,” I say.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
LET'S FUCKING GOO
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I don’t know how long we kiss like that; the only thing I am aware of besides him are the sounds I hear myself making from time to time; little sighs and moans like I have never made kissing anyone else. It’s never felt like this before. It feels so natural. It feels so right. Finny.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
that's my boy fr
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“And all these years I was terrified that you could tell I still…you know.” “Still what?” I ask. “Still wanted you.”
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“You said—you said that you loved me too.” He’s blushing, and I feel like I might faint. “Yeah,” I say. “I do.” My voice is barely above a whisper and I cannot hide its tremble.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
my boy :(
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“You’re so beautiful.”
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omgomg
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“After this,” he says, “things are going to be the way they were always supposed to be.” Then he climbs inside and closes the door.
diana 。⁠*⁠♡
oh :(
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On August 8, Phineas Smith died, and I can imagine every detail of that night.
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i knew it happened but it still hurts </3
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