Ash ignores her. “And when did you start going by Smith?” “When I was a little kid.” “Why don’t you go by William?” Smith shrugs. “I don’t know. It just doesn’t feel right. Like, Smith feels like my name, but William doesn’t.” “How do you know you’re not a William?” “I don’t know. I just … do.” “Okay, so,” Ash says. “That’s how I felt about being a girl.