‘You don’t need to worry about him,’ he said. ‘That’s dealt with. It’s done. Trust me.’
It’s hard when the way you should be able to feel & relate to a close family member feels wrong, that you can’t say or do what you really want to & are always worried about their reaction to issues, as well as just how they will come at you for things out of the blue.
It’s like being in a never ending war with someone you love with no end in sight & bullets coming at you when you least expect them to.

