I’m going to do anything stupid, I promise. You know that, don’t you?’ Ruth forced a smile. ‘Promise me that you won’t.’ ‘I promise,’ James said. ‘Really, I do.’ Ruth heard the words but wasn’t sure that she could see enough conviction in her father’s eyes. She would have to keep an eye on him,
It took me a long time to understand suicide is a passive aggressive way out from whatever your feeling & it shows no thought to those that love you, it’s an awful me me me action showing disdain & greed for yourself over others. I’m not just talking out of my you know what (A$$) I tried to kill myself when I was 22 & in my 30’s I was very unwell & I thought about it over & over, the only thing that stopped me was my cat, he was my baby & I knew if I died so would he, so he saved my life, & I understood the above.
