“It’s so . . .” She shook her head. “Confusing,” she whispered. His dark gaze traced her profile, assessing. “Perhaps because your mind is telling you one thing when your body is telling you another,” he said in a low voice. “Might be less confusing if you stopped thinking of it as a reward for me, but as taking pleasure for yourself.” Well, that only went against every tenet of a woman’s education.