More on this book
Community
Kindle Notes & Highlights
ridded herself of so much shame and learned to love who she is.
Someone who loves without reservation, even when she’s at ...
This highlight has been truncated due to consecutive passage length restrictions.
I know this could all go wrong, I know I could end up crying for two months
maybe it’d be worth it, maybe I’m willing to risk it all.
dare to open my eyes just a little, just to see if she’s regretting this, just to ask whether she really means it, but before I can focus enough
I can’t think, I can’t form words, I’ve forgotten how to fucking speak
I have never felt more turned on in my fucking life.
She says she isn’t well-practiced, and I can sort of tell, but there’s something impossibly attractive about that too, the fact that she’s trying so hard, the fact that she wants this to be as good as possible.
I want to show her I can be better than what she thinks I am, but I also want us to lose it and do everything, feel everything, just because we can and we want to.
I can’t. I like her too much. And I want all of her. So badly.
I suddenly feel a new twinge of fear. I am going to ruin this. I am going to ruin her.
Should she have this experience with someone better? Someone nicer? Someone more mentally stable?
Everything I do is bad, because it’s me doing it.
This is what I knew would happen. We would kiss, or whatever, and then she would realize she didn’t like me after all. And she would leave.
AVEN (The Asexual Visibility & Education Network): asexuality.org
What Is Asexuality?: whatisasexuality.com
Indian Aces: facebook.com/IndianAces
Asexual resources at the Trevor Project: thetrevorproject.org/trvr_support_center/asexual
