Why was I here? What the fuck was I even doing? Taking care of her… getting close to her again, when I should have long left the island. I should have let Rani take care of her. I should have left the night Julianna told me her truth. Yet, here I was. I had accused Julianna of being a martyr, but we were so fucking alike. I guessed we both had a penchant for self-destruction.