Days had passed and I felt myself drifting further from reality. It was absolutely terrifying, to feel yourself lose control of your own mind, your own emotions and your own body. To suffer in silence, to breathe through a broken heart – the kind of deep suffering that changes who you are from the inside. You become adrift, lost in a vast ocean of… nothingness. How could emptiness be so heavy? To feel so unworthy of love, to feel so… lost.
