God, I was so dumb. I should have kept my distance, should have let him do whatever he wanted. Once he impregnated me, maybe he’d leave me alone. Maybe he’d go away again until I gave birth. That would have been the ideal situation. So why… why did I ask him to spend more time with me? Because I was stupid. Stupid and lonely. And now I had to pay for one more mistake. Because those thirty nights would be absolutely cruel to my heart.
