Maybe I could have played fate’s cards differently anywhere along the line and we could have been more than friends, but I didn’t. He didn’t. I think about that moment in the courtyard behind the Crooked Boar, when he went with Lia Mara and I went back to Rhen. I wonder where we’d be now if I had made a different choice. If he had. I wonder what it would be like to look on Rhen as an enemy, as someone on the other side of a battlefield, and the thought makes my heart stutter.
are you ACTUALLY fucking kidding me with this? again?
just stop. it was never going to be you and grey. you're literally here in an effort to save rhen's life and you're still pulling this shit?! incorrigible.
