But while he’s good at doing what I say, sometimes I wish he were better at doing what I don’t. Grey would have stopped Harper from entering the party without me. Grey would have interceded before Zo did. Grey would have— I need to stop thinking about Grey. He’s gone. He’s my enemy. You strung him up on the wall. The words are like a dagger she plunged into my chest, and it’s hard to breathe around it. I wish Dustan had brought me a glass of sugared spirits. Grey probably wouldn’t have done that either—but he would’ve thought to tell a servant to do it.
omg. we've been reading for so long about how this distance has effected grey. it hurts just as badly to hear this from rhen.
