it’s not desire consuming all logic, all thought. It’s all of me—Paul Donnelly—realizing those phrases aren’t rightly made for someone like me, for the cockroaches who aren’t gonna count on tomorrow when you know you already have this moment. And it might be the only one. I’m not wasting anything. I’ve never been good at that. If I were, I would’ve never gone down on Luna two years ago. And some people might say they’re mistakes I keep making over and over again, but if they’re mistakes, then why don’t I regret them more?
