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Have you ever said something you regret? Something you haven’t forgotten about an hour later?
Every day
What the fuck is that? Oat milk? Explain to me where an oat has a goddamn nipple.
Word
“What’s up?” I ask, scratching away on my pad, drawing her face from memory as we talk.
He did what now
I loop my pencil around her other eye, paying special attention to the shine in her iris that I remember so vividly from the last time she came to visit.
Dude
He bent the same time I did and our bare asses kissed each other.
LMAO
Knowing my girl and her determination,
HIS GIRL?
“You’re all kinds of perfect, Kinny.” I kiss her one more time on the top of the head, unable to control myself. “Dinner tonight?”
GOD
“That’s your personal space. I don’t want to take that up. Clyde and I are just fine, thank you.”
Why doesnt she sleep on the couch
“Your mattress was on the ground this morning again. At least sleep on the couch if anything.”
Read my mind
I laugh out loud as she shuffles away from me, but not before I can grab her by the hand, roll her to her back and pin her down on the mattress. I straddle her hips and stare down at her.
HELLO???
A girl caressing your balls, pulling them into her mouth while she has a hold on your cock like it’s the only thing keeping her afloat?
Just bestie talk
All we ladies get are pruney fingers, you know?”
Preach
because I’m that person who cries harder when someone asks what’s wrong.
Fucking same
“I wish I was there,” he says softly, looking guilty that he’s not. “I’d hold you until you felt better.”
THIS IS NOT BESTIE BEHAVIOR
I was expecting to come home today to my girl, share some food, hang out, maybe cuddle a bit.
I really cant with this mother fucker
“Take whatever you want of mine.”
CHRIST IM GOING TO WALK INTO TRAFFIC
For the first time since I met Kinsley, I’m truly mad at her.
NOOOOOO
For never ever judging my situation, but instead loving me when I wasn’t getting love anywhere else.”
Okay break my heart why dont u
I lift the cot and drive my foot through it, multiple times, until every last spring is broken off. Then I toss it to the ground and turn back to her.
Damn
I move around to my side of the bed, get under the covers, and face her. I reach out my hand, and she smiles softly at me, taking my hand in hers.
Not. Bestie. Behavior.
she grips both my cheeks and kisses me directly on the lips.
SHE WHAT
Slowly, the tips of her fingers massage the base of my head where my neck connects with my skull, and I swear to fuck, I could beat my leg up and down like a dog it feels so good.
I love men
I was getting too close, crossing a line I’m not sure he wants to cross.
HE SPOONS YOU HE WANTS TO CROSS THE LINE
“Good morning, babe. I missed you yesterday.”
This bitch gotta be blind
“Pretty sure I like blondes with next to nothing in the boob department, babe.” Then he lifts up, winks, and walks away.
BAHT
“You’re so goddamn beautiful, do you know that?” he says, stealing every ounce of air from my lungs. “Even when you cry, you’re gorgeous. It makes it difficult to keep my hands off you, to keep my body away from yours. To hold back any longer.”
I am so fucking scared to turn the page
“I’d fight anything, anybody if it means I get to have you.”
When I look up to speak to him, he’s holding his current sketchbook up and it’s a picture of me in a phone screen.
I really cannot do this rn
“No, Kinsley, I’m in love with you. I’m so fucking in love with you that I can’t think of anything else most of the day. Even when I’m pitching, you’re on my mind.
“Like what you see?” “I wouldn’t be in your bed if I didn’t.” “Our bed, babe. Our bed.”
I need to go to bed
Yup, I better get all of Maddox tonight . . . it’s time.
LFGGGGG
“Listen up, boys, sex is on the line here. I need you two to pull your shit together and get some strikes, because that fine piece of vegan ass over there just made a bet with me I can’t lose.”
Im dead
“We are going to win, and when we do, you’re going to have to put my balls in your mouth like I’ve been asking for the last few weeks.”
Men really are incredible
“I told you I don’t like how small your nutsac is, it freaks me out.”
Such a way with words
“I’m so far fucking gone where you’re concerned, Kinsley. I think I always have been. I never gave myself away, not even with Jamie, because I always knew this is where I would end up, with you, my love, my soul . . . my home.”
This is unbearable
I’m no longer worried about my dick and balls in her hands as I take a seat next to her and once again pull her onto my lap.
But are your dick and balls still in her hand?
You have a week to get the fuck out of my apartment. Get the fuck out of my life.”
Bruh
All color drains from my face, I’m guessing. Circled in red is a comment from a Manny_Paige_56 that says, “Coming for you, bro.”
YEAH BET U FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW U FUCKING IGNORANT SLUT
“Holy fuck.” I press my hand to my forehead and dive my fingers through my hair. “Holy . . . fuck.”
THATS RIGHT HOLY FUCK DUMBASS
“Babe, Kinsley, it’s . . . it’s me. I . . . fuck, I need to talk to you.” I bury my head in my hand. “I’m sorry. Fuck, I’m so sorry. Please just call me back.”
Get fucked asshole get fucked so hard
Not only did I push her—physically pushed her—I left her with no other option to leave everything.
You deserve jail time honestly
I nod at the redhead and say, “Room twelve fourteen.”
are you fucking kidding me like am i being punkd right now???
“Maddox.” My shoulder is pulled back and when I turn around, all I see is a fist coming at my face.
GOOD
Kinsley, in a yellow dress, on the floor, tears in her eyes . . . after I pushed her to the ground.
I hope she curb stomps you
“I’m sorry, Maddox, but that isn’t my problem anymore. You took away my chance to care for you when you told me to get out of your life. Good night.”
FUCK IT UP KINNY
Okay, he doesn’t need to talk to the cat. That’s just making everything worse.
Im right there with u gf
Kinsley was put into my life as a guardian angel, the person who was meant to hold my hand during the tough times and be my cheerleader during the joyful times.
He is unfortunately winning me back
If I had a paper bag, I’d be breathing into it right now.
Same
“I do actually. Kinsley forgot the medicine for Taco, one of the Chihuahuas she’s been watching. She asked me to take it over when I stop by for lunch, but I have some things to finish up. Think you can take it to her?”
U sneaky whore
