Code Name Hélène

by Ariel Lawhon

The thing about lipstick, the reason it’s so powerful, is that it is distracting. Men don’t see the flashes of anger in your eyes or your clenched fists when you wear it. They see a woman, not a warrior, and that gives me the advantage.

Nancy Wake taught me many things as I wrote her story and the power of red lipstick—trivial as it might seem—is one of the most important. I’d never worn red lipstick until I began writing this novel. I felt like a clown at first—like I’d turned an uncomfortable spotlight on myself—and had to wade in slowly. So I wore it at home, while working at my desk. Then on quick runs to the grocery store. Then for appointments (a certain meeting with a school Principal comes to mind). Soon I noticed something interesting begin to happen. I felt put together. Bold. Even if I dashed out the door in jeans and a ponytail, that bit of armor helped me project confidence and because I took myself seriously, those around me did as well. Nancy Wake taught me that a coat of red lipstick gives a woman physical presence. That she knows who she is. And she didn’t come to play.