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“What’s the lesson?” I whimper, his grip on my hair near painful. “You don’t get to break up with me.” He pumps me hard, and I nearly bounce headfirst into the wall. “We don’t end . . . until we both decide.”
“We’re so good together,” I whisper as I pull his face back to me. “In . . . in another life, we could have been great. Just not this one.”
I can’t get Claire fucking Anderson out of my head.
She’s wrong for me . . . in every sense. There is nothing that we have in common, and she’s right—we live different lives in different worlds.
“Nice, huh?” The lights blink as I unlock it. He whistles as he walks around it. “A brand-new Aston Martin.” “Uh-huh.” “In sapphire black.” He gasps in awe. “You got it.” I smile. “You like these cars?” “I love these cars.” I smile. “Maybe if you get your license, you can have a drive of it.” “Really?” His eyes widen in excitement. I shrug. “Sure, why not?”
Bye, Tristan.” She forces a nervous smile, and I glare at her. I watch as they walk out, get into his car, and drive away. I turn to Fletcher. “What are you going to do about this?” “Nothing. Why?” “Why aren’t you attacking him with underpants?” I snap, annoyed. “What good are you if you’re not going to be consistent?”
“Because I can’t fight this anymore. I can’t pretend that I don’t want you. Because I do.”
He licks me again, his eyes closing once more, and it becomes very clear that he isn’t in control of his actions anymore.
Diet, exercise programs, no blue lights on screens . . . nothing has worked. It pains me to admit it, but Harry needs his dad. More than the other two, and I’m so out of my depth that I have no idea what to do with him.
“Tristan probably has somewhere better to go, bubba,” I reply. Tristan’s eyes hold mine. “No. I’m exactly where I want to be. I’ll stay, if that’s okay.” Hope fills my chest. Okay . . . what the heck is going on here?
“You are only thirty-eight, Claire. You could give me my own children, if that’s what we decided. We could make it work, all of us together.” What? My face falls in shock. “You’ve thought about this?” “Of course I’ve fucking thought about this,” he snaps. “I wouldn’t be pursuing this if I didn’t see a future.” I stare at him, lost for words.
“I want you, Claire. From the moment I left Paris, I have wanted you.”
Their eyes widen as they stare at me, and then, as if remembering their manners, they smile.
“Oh, you know.” Tristan smiles as he puts his arm around me. “Bit of this and a bit of that.” Christopher laughs. That’s code for sex.
Elliot’s eyes come to me. “What do you think, Claire?” “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,” I reply. He smiles softly as his eyes go back to admiring the painting. “Yes, it is.”
Patrick still has Tristan’s hand in a viselike grip. He looks up the road with a worried face. “I don’t want you to go home,” he stammers. “What?” Tristan frowns. “What if there’s a drunk driver?” He looks around in a panic. “It’s very dark, and . . . it’s not safe.” Drunk driver. He’s referring to the way his father died.
“Come on. I’ll sleep on the couch.” “Tris, it’s okay. You don’t have to,” I reply. He turns back to me. “Yeah, I do, Claire. I don’t want him to worry about anything, least of all me.”
I think about how excited he was that I was staying, and I smile to myself.
“Tristan,” a voice calls out from the kitchen. He smiles as his eyes widen. “Did you hear that?” he whispers. “What?” I frown. He raises his eyebrows as he waits for it, and eventually, the voice calls out again. “Tristan.” “That’s the first time he’s ever said my name.” “Harry’s never said your name?” I frown.
It’s funny, you know—Tris has never said those elusive three words. But he doesn’t have to. I already know that he loves me.
I don’t want them to see me. I turn and walk back to my car, the tears streaming down my face. I get in, and without looking back, I drive home in tears. I’m in love with a beautiful man.

