“Sickness isn’t pretty,” I whisper. “It makes the person you love more than anything in the world into somebody different. It isn’t just a physical transformation, but a mental and emotional one. When it takes over, there’s very little in their control they can do. Whether you want to give Cam the time of day or not, you need to know that your father didn’t want you seeing him like that. And you know what?” I take a deep breath and shake my head. “It’s ugly. Watching someone you love die from illness is hideous and heartbreaking and so many other things.
