This kind of commitment isn’t easy for Jane. I know that, at least. She’s used to keeping men at arm’s length, emotionally. I think it’s partly why she’s only had friends-with-benefits. Just sex. No potential to fall in love, but she’s fallen in love with me. I want to calm whatever fears she has about us. I want to be emotionally available to Jane in a way that I’ve never been before in a relationship. But I just don’t know how.
