I see the fist coming. I can’t move. My feet are forced to the fucking mat. Cemented by guilt and blame, and his knuckles smash into my lip. Bitter iron of blood floods my mouth. People yell around me. “Heyheyhey!” I hear my brother. My head spins, the surrounding chaos and my bottled emotion igniting boxes in my head. Boxes that I’ve stapled shut for years. Senses tweaked, my eyes are narrowed, unable to close. I hear rounds firing in violent succession. My pulse ratchets up. I turn my head, but I have tunnel vision. This—this hasn’t happened before. Not while I’m awake. Fuck me. “Back up!”
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