dealt with the last two years. The box of horrors in her head that would not stay closed. The nightmares she had. The fact that, as it had turned out, she wasn’t the kind of officer he had been, and she wondered whether she ever could be.
You should never try to live up to expectations, to be as someone else would be, we’re all different and that’s what makes us shine, individuality, climbing up our own ladders, pushing our own way through what life throws at us. If we were all the same, how boring life would be.