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J.D. Barker
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February 5 - February 11, 2025
the mask would help prevent airborne contamination.
Oh the mask dilemma… what does it say about us, than when hundreds of thousands of people are dying, some of us want to bitch about wearing a mask.
After working in the medical field for 20yrs, in a sterility department attached to surgery, here’s my view, & pretty much anyone who knows what they’re talking about…
A mask isn’t likely to stop YOU getting it, if the virus is there a mask is highly unlikely to stop it getting at you, because those nasty bugs will cling to the mask & your clothes & jump around & infect you
What a mask WILL do, is stop YOU sharing it a little more as anything you exhale will be stuck to the mask your wearing.
I really don’t understand why the hell people have so much trouble understanding this…
“I’ve been learning a lot about salt today.” Eisley turned back to his table. “As a preservative, salt inhibits the growth of microorganisms by drawing out water through osmosis. This prevents decomp and significantly distorts time of death.
Think of it in cooking, it can cure food like fish & if your marinading anything, especially red meat, you’d not add salt to it because it would start the cooking process & ruin the outcome…
But it can also be used to encase food & keep all the contents steaming inside do that when you break the outer salt shell you have beautiful cooked food with all its moisture kept in there.
He recalled taking and passing the necessary steps to get back on the force, to be reinstated—Heather
I remember that with me too, after my trauma surgery or my haematoma, can’t recall which but I’m leaning towards the haematoma…
I gad to go & do an appointment & tests with a psychiatrist which was like 4+ hours long, then another physical testing st a different place that specializes in fitness to work…
I did it all, but felt so awful, there’s no words to describe someone else testing you to see if you’re sane enough to do your job.
How I wish I had taken her by the hand at that very moment, found a way out of the house, and disappeared into the night with a bag of cash from the barn. Her and I alone. I don’t know why I hesitated, maybe for the same reasons she did. We’d promised the others we’d all go together. The Kid and Weasel were too young to try and make it on their own. We all were. We all needed each other.
“The brain tends to hide certain memories when we undergo something traumatic.”
True, when I had my haematoma I can remember being at home feeling like something was wrong, trying to decide if I should just go to sleep & see how I felt in the morning, like we all do, then I decided no, I called my Mum & I can remember telling her something was wrong, I needed her to come take me to hospital, & that’s it…
While my Mum remembers me being semi lucid when she got there, but acting strange, her words, she said we went to ED at the hospital & we were in the waiting room & she said I was getting worse, not capable of talking right & having all these jerks & spasms, then the staff came back with my initial tests & it was a massive rush to get me to a neurosurgeon at the biggest hospital here in Auckland as the local one didn’t do neurosurgery.
But I only remember the first part, the rests a total blank, I woke up after surgery & once I’d regained conscious awareness enough I still only remembered calling my Mum.
So yeah, our brains protect us, even when they’re the organ under attack.
It’s the same with my trauma surgery, except I have missing weeks there, not just hours
“Mother will not be happy with that.”
WTF???
Good god, if the author adds anymore red herrings my iPads going to explode & the floors going to be covered in them flipping & flopping away everywhere! & I hate fish! (Except for my little red fishies)
Yes I know little red fishies sounds weird, I made it up years ago as an alternative to red herrings, little red fishies are the babies & do minor guesstimating…
My spidey web is up a notch & it’s when something makes the web twitch & your trying to figure out what it is…
& last but not least is the EGO & that should be self explanatory as it’s the ego portion of my brain & rules the roost
Kloz shouted for the nurse one more time, then filled a pink plastic cup from an equally pink pitcher sitting on the table beside Nash’s bed and held the cup up to his lips. Half the water went down his throat, the other half covered his shirt. Nash really didn’t care, he was so thirsty. He took the cup from Kloz, finished it, and asked for more.
Wanna know a little hospital secret? Those pink jugs get mixed up with the urinal ones all the time…
Pink IS supposed to make sure it’s used for patients water only, nothing else…
But it just doesn’t work that way, they always run out of urinal ones, or they just don’t care, so they get muddled up
If you don’t know what a urinal is, it’s what male patients use to pee in, when they’re bed ridden for the most part, & the urinal jugs are what the nurse will put the pee into from the urinal itself so they can measure what your water expelling count is.
Doesn’t that make you thirsty? For a SEALED bottle of anything that is ;)
His only memories of an interior room at that place came from what he read in the diary.
The brains an amazing thing when it comes to self preservation, I have blanks from my childhood a lot, where I know it saved me from dealing with things that happened & now as an adult I can’t remember it at all, it’s just like a drawn curtain, where you know there’s things on the other side, & you know the basics of what it will be, but those curtains will not budge, these days I wish they would, so I can put my mind to rest about it all, but still no.
“I saw you there, Sam. We all did. Do you feel their eyes on you now? They’re all around you. Can you hear them?
He’s trying to make him feel so dissociated & discombobulated (yes I know, big words!) but anywhos, to be so out of it, that HE will start to believe the lies, hell they could of hypnotized him so that things felt off & maybe he did these things…
I think we’ve all had times where we feel like we should know something &/or someone, but we can’t quite put our finger on it, do that long enough, along with no sleep, feeling unwell, massive stress levels to the extreme, & people you trust looking at you like your guilty, & the self doubt wouldn’t just creep in, it’d arrive with an entourage & paparazzi.
Clair was halfway through the meal before she realized she had been hungry, and she knew that was a good sign. A few hours earlier, she had no desire to eat. Her stomach twisted and churned and ached, and the idea of putting any food in there just made her feel sicker. Being hungry was good.
I just had the same thing, sick for 3 days & dudntdidnt eat from Friday night until last night, Monday when I made myself eat as I knew I had to. This morning I’ve actually been hungry & while microwaved chicken nuggets isn’t exactly the food of champions, it’s a start.
“Comms don’t work well,” Nash pointed out. Stout said, “That’s always been a problem here. It’s all the equipment.”
Yeah, like the MRI machine for a start, it even stops having a radio playing for music, it’ll work, it won’t, it’ll play one channel then only another, it’s bloody annoying, even adjusting the volume will put the radio off course. Used to drive me insane!
This last photograph was one of him staring angrily at the camera.
That doesn’t mean that he was involved, he may of been there as a cop called to the scene, or just on patrol & coming across the incident at whatever stage.
I don’t believe he’s guilty of anything other than having too much self doubt

