His only memories of an interior room at that place came from what he read in the diary.
The brains an amazing thing when it comes to self preservation, I have blanks from my childhood a lot, where I know it saved me from dealing with things that happened & now as an adult I can’t remember it at all, it’s just like a drawn curtain, where you know there’s things on the other side, & you know the basics of what it will be, but those curtains will not budge, these days I wish they would, so I can put my mind to rest about it all, but still no.

