Silver wrote in her journal about it. Cole saw me cry today. He didn’t hug me as Xander does to Kimberly whenever she cries. He wanted to leave, the tosser. But he told me divorces happen and that Papa and Mummy will probably be happier apart. I hate that. Cole also told me his secret. He wants to be my first. I told him, I’ll only do that if I’m his first too. Otherwise it’s not fair. Papa says to always negotiate so it’s fair. And now, Papa and Mummy won’t be together anymore. I can’t stop crying. Why did they get married if they don’t want to be together? Why did they give birth to me?
