People often speculate as to what they might do with the last month, week, or day remaining to them, given that they are in good health and know what’s coming. The truth is that even though I’d had plenty of time to think about it, I didn’t really know what I wanted to do. In an awful way, I just wanted it to hurry up and happen. There’s a certain pain associated with doing even things you love and knowing that it is for the last time.
