Lightbearer

by L.C. Davis

Depression is one sexy mofo.

Ughu SOOO sexy

They never show the time lapse of the days spent in bed, or the sniff tests to determine if your shirt is good enough or viable breeding ground for a colony of microorganisms you’d rather not flourish.

EXACTLY OMG

Sure, I could be happy for other people. But happiness for myself? That had never seemed like something within my reach.

I never had words for how I was feeling until I read this

Not something that was ever meant to actually apply to me.

🙋

was I capable of making him happy?

Not me

“Feel the pain and the guilt. It’ll guide you.

Ahahahahahahhhhhhhh

Life is pain and guilt and all the ugly things we try to push away to make room for what makes it worth living.”

😤

contrary to what you tell yourself, the world out there is not better without you. Quite the contrary.”

Welllll I beg to differ