Surprisingly Down to Earth, and Very Funny: My Autobiography

by Limmy

When I think back to primary school, I have this memory of me always feeling different. I’ve always felt a bit different. I’ve always had this feeling that everybody else knows what they’re doing.

It was like I was meant to kill myself. Everything else was an effort. Suicidal feelings felt like coming home. They almost brought me closer to myself, they felt stronger than other feelings, they were intimate and private, they almost felt like when I used to spend all that time by myself when I was younger.