“I can’t believe I did this to Zo. He won’t forgive me. I’ve lost my best friend and I . .
This is what’s preposterous about this situation. Okay, so you didn’t “love” Zo in the romantic sense, but you didn’t respect you 10 year long friendship enough to NOT cheat on him when you “value” loyalty so much as it was modeled to you by your parents? You didn’t have enough self control to say “no” over some dick is beyond me.
