During this time, James also had panic attacks and hallucinations. This wasn’t new to him. His father faced the same agonizing things, years before him. This feat made James believe that his condition was biological, and therefore something he couldn’t overcome.
My condition is not this serious but I tend to overthink a lot. My mother tells me that my father used to do the same and it is somewhat hereditary. I hope this is not the case and I'll get my answers in this book.