You don’t understand. It’ll either be with rope, or in a bathtub. I don’t know why I don’t just steal Ella’s sleeping pills. I’m much less scared of swallowing pills than I am of cutting myself. But all those times that Addam dies and leaves me, all I see are ropes and bathtubs. But . . . of all the ways that Addam can be saved, it’s you on the path.”