I know Gabe and Fletcher aren’t faithful to each other. I’ve had enough evidence over the years to prove that. But to see this hurts, because I know now that when he pulled back from me in Verbier, it wasn’t because he couldn’t do anything. It was because he didn’t want to. He didn’t want me, and all the distance since then has been his way of telling me this. Maybe he’s being kind and letting me grab the hint, rather than being blunt, but my face still burns.

