Really, Lilith is the perfect girlfriend for each one of us. Hurting, but still holding onto that burning desire to live, to fight through, to grieve properly but move on. Why can't I take my goddamn cues from her and let nine years of pain just go? I've had more than enough chances to grieve Cara. I don't have to stop missing her, but why am I letting her loss mess up the first really good thing to happen to me since then?
