So lost. So confused. So fucking mine. Owning someone has never felt this good. His words hit me hard. Was I really his? It didn’t feel like it. Like it was real. Maybe for him, it was. But for me? I was too scared of the consequences of truly having him to even consider it an option. Lost. Confused. I felt all those things. Not just in that moment, but in general. Where was I going after this?
