Then existential despair; its voice will grow louder and clearer, your sense of strength, mega-poignant meaning, and insight disappears, and you begin to feel bereft of any sense of things being okay You’ll feel like an empty shell, in horror of your very existence. You are a weak and shaky loser. Every thought of insecurity and lameness you’ve ever experienced is more and more magnified and taking over your being. It increases its awfully implosive intensity and you feel yourself being dragged down, pulled into a murky bottomless pond of death. (Note: If you don’t feel this way, complain to
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