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He only nodded, but his eyes softened a fraction. Just like quicksand. I wondered what it’d be like if I jumped in.
“So what can I get for you tonight?” You. “Same as last night.”
The thought made me smile. “What are you grinning at?” “You.”
Heat gathered on her chest, raced up her neck to burn hot on her cheeks, and she was looking at me like she couldn’t believe the statement I’d made. And if it wasn’t the cutest fucking thing I’d ever seen. “Go out with me.” The words were out before I could stop them. And God, it was stupid, because I sure as hell wasn’t looking for a girl.
“We shouldn’t have done this, should we?” he said with more of that remorse as he looked up at me. “No,” I whispered quiet. He gripped my hips. “But I want to do it again.” “Me too.” In five seconds flat, Sebastian had me on my back, rolling a condom on his dick, and was sinking into me.
I’d been a fool for wanting to lose control with Shea. Because I didn’t know how I was going to get it back.
“Don’t understand this, Shea. Not for a second. But I’m never going to be the same.”
All these girls who didn’t know me, feeding me all that bullshit they believed, like whatever they felt could possibly be real. I love you. Shea’s voice washed through me on a haunted memory, soft and sweet and said as if it were a plea. As if she knew it was going to be rejected. Shunned when it was real, real, real.

