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“And I don’t understand. He didn’t want this child. He told me to get an abortion. I literally don’t bother him and haven’t asked him for anything, and he’s still not satisfied.” “He can’t stand the idea of you moving on and finding real love and happiness. He’s probably jealous that Kellon’s a bigger football star than he is,” Lolo said.
Lolo’s mouth dropped open, and she held up the bottle of champagne like she was holding me at gunpoint. “Alright, heifer. This is a stick up. What’s the prayer?” She clicked her mouth like she was loading a gun. “I just need to know what prayer was said, sis. That’s it. That’s all.”
“Shit, this is why I fucking love yo’ ass.” I grinned, and the line fell silent. The realization of what I’d just said lingered between us. “You love me?” she asked, calling me out on it and asking me to stand ten toes down with that statement. “Hell yeah, Phileigh. I love you. Been in love with you. Just didn’t want to scare you away.” “I love you too,” she admitted, and I couldn’t lie… it was just the motivation I needed to get my ass off my car and into the therapy building.
“Tell me, Kellon. Is there anything in your life you feel you earned and didn’t take from your brother?” “My girl and my son. She’s pregnant. They are the only things I’ve had in a long time that I feel I deserve. The only things that I feel like aren’t his because God designed them specially for me. They’re mine.”
it’s such a bittersweet answer because he feels guilty for loving the sport while jeronee would never be able to feel that exact same feeling. him gaining phileigh and their baby by his own merit felt like a personal win for him
needed some time alone to walk and think. The doctor’s words clarified what I already knew. Phileigh was the reason I had lived. She was my soulmate, and the universe couldn’t leave her out here alone.
Every worst-case scenario played in my head as I rushed to her. I didn’t know what I was walking into, but I knew they had to be okay. The universe couldn’t leave me without my soulmate.
“Phileigh Cheese, I’ve loved you since that day I saw you posted up in that stairwell, hiding away from the world.” I took a deep breath to blow away my nerves. “You looked like you needed a friend. I didn’t know if it was really me that needed you and Baby J. Baby, you have brought me peace. You’ve made me a father. You’ve made me a better man. Baby, you made me believe that happiness isn’t just something other people get to have. It’s something I can have because I deserve it.”