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I’d just completed the victory parade I’d waited my entire life for, and I couldn’t even enjoy it, especially with my mom sitting inside the truck with an attitude the whole time. We’d barely spoken since our blow up back in New York. It’d been three days, and she was so mad she wasn’t even talking to my ass about business. She was sending messages through her assistant.
A few minutes later, a soft, familiar voice cut through the crowd’s noise, and I turned to see the face of the woman I once loved. “Ariel.” I sighed as she approached me, carrying a bouquet of congratulatory balloons. “Kellon!” She greeted me wearing a nervous smile.
“And when does training camp start?” I questioned. “Late July, early August,” he stated. “That’s around my due date… Doctors say I’m due in August…” My words trailed off. I didn’t want him to think I was insisting on him being there when I gave birth. “Don’t worry. I’ll be there.”
I knew her ass didn’t think she was about to run out of here without feeding the baby. She needed fuel before standing on her feet and chopping niggas’ hair up all day. Opening my phone, I quickly Googled morning sickness friendly breakfast ideas and was met with a plethora of options.
Suddenly, I felt sick to my stomach all over again. I glared at him as he strutted in like he hadn’t ghosted me and popped up engaged. One of the clients and new stylists flocked to him, and he soaked it all in like the flashy and arrogant bastard he was, signing autographs and taking pictures.
“What?” I asked as soon as we were alone inside Lolo’s office with the door shut. “You are so cute when you’re angry, you know that?” he teased, leaning against Lolo’s desk. “We need to talk about this little situation you say you got going on.”
“Blow up yo’ spot. You’re the only one engaged.” “How many clients you think you gon’ get when they find out you just another homewrecking gold digger,” he spat, and it was clear this wasn’t the same charming man I’d been dealing with for the past six months.
He abruptly shoved an envelope toward me, and I caught it reflexively. “What is this?” “Money for an abortion,” he said, turning on his heel. “Hit me when it’s done, and I’ll bring you something for your pockets with the NDA.”
“I hate him,” I muttered, feeling defeated. I was just beginning to come to terms with the fact that I had to raise a child by myself, but a little part of me was hoping that Reggie would come around. Now, I knew that wasn’t happening.
“Love is many things.” Her voice was low. “But nothing toxic comes from genuine love.”
“Why are you so perfect? I don’t know any man who would want to take on dating or even being friends with a pregnant woman.” “Now, you do.” I wrapped my arm around her, letting my palm settle gently on the curve of her hip. She fit there like she belonged.
“Phileigh, stop that shit. I don’t care about the world seeing us. I care about the narrative they’re spinning… your privacy… your safety. The paparazzi will be swarming now that they know about us.”
“So let me get this straight,” she said, her tone neutral but heavy. “You’re in a new relationship with a woman who’s pregnant by another man. That man is engaged. His fiancée knows, and now, the press has gotten wind of you two being close, but no one knows about the baby.” I nodded. This shot sounded crazy as hell when she laid it out dry like that. “Boy, I said I was starting therapy. I didn’t say I was graduating.” She exhaled deeply and pressed two fingers to her temple.
“Mrs. Read?” Kellon slid the phone out of my hand. His jaw was tight. “With all due respect,” he said politely. “I’m here. I care about your daughter, and I care about this baby. We ain’t doing this by the textbook, but that doesn’t garner disrespect. I am a stable man and capable of taking care of my responsibilities. I’d appreciate it if you respected that.”
“I’m not mad, Phileigh. I’m just… worried. I’ve always wanted better for you. I just want you to have the best in this life,” she said, her voice cracking a little. “But if you think for a second I’m not going to be there for you and love on my grandbaby, I’m doing a bad job as a mom.”
“We love you, kid. We ain’t always got it right. Mainly me. My infidelity got in the way of our parenting, and I’m not proud of that, but never get it twisted. We love you. So, we naturally love that baby you’re carrying.” My father spoke up, and the water works fell from my eyes. What was happening?
“I absolutely loved your energy and your work. We’re starting a new television series here in New York set around a barbershop, and we’re putting together a glam team. We need real talent to produce the work for the fake talent. After seeing you today, we just have to have you be a part of it. Would you be interested? We film here in New York. Production time for this season is about six months.”
“Phileigh…” His voice was low and firm. “I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life, and that includes football. I don’t care how complicated this shit is or how complicated it’ll get. I want this. I want you. I want the baby and everything that comes with that. I’m not some nigga that needs time to figure out if you’re the one. I know you are, so why waste time?”
Her hand drifted to her belly. “I don’t look too… I don’t know... fat? You can’t tell I’m pregnant, right?” I leaned closer. My lips brushed her ear. “You look like a woman who has a man that don’t play about her.”
The night was perfect. Phileigh fit right in, and I couldn’t wait until we made it back home so I could give her the final gift of the night and fuck her fine ass to sleep.
“She don’t be telling the whole truth, man. She a bop. She done fucked me and half the league. She good at flipping stories, making herself look like the victim and shit. Just a few weeks ago, she was claiming she was pregnant by me and was all on my girl line and shit, causing commotion.” He rambled on. He probably thought he was doing something.
“Yeah, it is. You’re not calling to warn me. You calling ’cause you salty I’m standing next to a woman you fumbled. One you had no business with in the first place, knowing you had Nat. And while we’re at it, check your fiancée. She watching Phee’s every move like a fan. Y’all obsessed over there?”
“Naw, nigga, don’t come at my girl like that. Control your situation and leave mine alone. We’re good over here. Phileigh good. Your baby good. A real nigga stepped up. Don’t call my phone again, nigga. And don’t make any more pop-up visits to see her either.”
Her breath hitched, and tears fell from her eyes. “I don’t know what to say.” “Say it’s real for you.” She took the box from my hands. “It’s real for me too.” She slipped the ring on her finger, and I pulled her into my arms. Just like that, I had a woman and a baby on the way. Life was good.
The last three months had gone by in a blur. I’d moved to New York, moved in with Kellon, and started a job. It was crazy, and most people may have thought I was being delusional or moving too fast. I’d made a bunch of dumb choices in my life but deciding to be with Kellon Barnes was not one of them. Kellon made my life feel full in a way I never knew it could be.