One day, this goddamn temper of mine was going to bubble up and explode all over everyone around me. Years of unresolved resentment sat heavy between me and my father, most of it so ugly I repressed the shit out of it.
This anger stems from the feeling that my father wasn’t emotionally present for me, and from my mother for allowing a significant portion of my medical trauma to occur. There are so many unresolved issues and anger that I feel. Trying to resolve them all this late in life doesn’t seem worthwhile when I can simply suppress them and forget about them until I need to explode at someone or something.
