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Me: Worried he might see it and fall in love? Huckleberry: I mean, I did, so yeah. Whoooosh and there goes the fucking air out of my lungs.
We already admitted our feelings to each other, so why must those three words be so hard? I do love him. I have for years.
Huckslee and I had a plan. We were going to force Logan and Salem into their own tent and have Matty and Xed share so that we could finally be alone somewhere other than the bed of my truck. This is bullshit. There’s a plug up my ass!
That comment earns him a kidney punch, and then his hand comes down between my legs. “Ouch, fuck! Did you just flick my dick, dude?” “Accidentally on purpose.”
Shaking out his wet hair, Christian pins me beneath him while he hisses in my ear. “You’re just desperate to get dicked down.” “No fucking shit!”
“That’s not what I meant,” she protests, and I scoff as I lean back in my seat. “Been there, done that. Literally. Hard pass.”
“Mm.” He pulls me down, nuzzling his cheek against mine. “I love it when you call me baby.
saw your light out here and had to follow because I’m a satellite.” “A satellite, huh?” He nods, wrapping his arms around me. “Yeah, and I fell out of orbit. Can’t have me doing that. So I came to you because that’s where we belong. In each other’s gravity.”
God, I’ve been needing this all day. All week. All my life.
“The forest has claimed me, my love. Let me be a tree. Or a weed.” My love. Fucking hell.
I gotta go.” He brushes my lips with his fingers. “You’ll come back for me?” “Always.”
“I put the others in the tent and turned on a light show with my phone. They’ll be occupied for a while.”
“I’ll take care of him,” he promises, holding my gaze as Christian tugs him down next to Huck. “I know you will.”
“I was watching you two, you know.” Shit. “That’s not creepy at all.” “I wish I had that.” Her fingers lace through mine as she settles in between my legs on the broad branch. Normally, I’d be shaking her off, but the melancholy in her tone is setting off alarms. “Had what?” “Love.”
I fall asleep with a grin, my fingers entwined with Huck’s, surrounded by the only family I’ve ever wanted or needed.
Guess he thinks he owes it to Hannah to have her mother in her life. I’m not enough.”
And no matter how you slice it, loving someone from a distance goes against his human nature.
I want to pound into him, own him, make him feel what no other man ever could.
“You feel so good, Tay.” My speed picks up, water sloshing as I begin to fuck him faster. “God, you’re taking me so well.”
“That’s it. Help me fuck you, make yourself feel good.”
“Come for me, baby. Come on my cock so I can fill you up.”
I thrust deep one last time before my own climax overtakes me, spilling hot cum inside his ass, marking him forever as mine.
“Those are my lines. What have you done with my Huckslee?” “I think he got lost somewhere in your ass.”
“I’m serious. I think you ruined me. I’m gonna need you stuffed with my cock daily from now on.”
“This is the third time we’ve fooled around in water, you know. I think it’s becoming our thing.”
Wishing I could have loved him sooner. Because it feels like all I’ll get is months when I could have had years.
If I could, I’d crawl inside his brain and change the story, perhaps make it one where our friendship morphed naturally into love over time instead of the twisted monster it became.
“The bad thoughts. Don’t let them win. I’m here now. We’re here. How we got to this point doesn’t matter. Delaware, remember?” Taking my hand, he lays my palm on the tattoo over his heart before pressing his lips to mine.
“Ready?” Taylor gives me a reassuring smile, and I nod reluctantly. “Yeah.” No. I don’t want this to end. “Let’s go.” Let’s stay and never leave this cave. Alcove. Whatever.
A bright grin spreads across his face. “Boyfriend, huh?” “Yep. I’m yours, and you’re mine, remember?”
and I swear the sun shines a little brighter inside his smile.
his body fits mine like a puzzle piece I didn’t know was missing. It’s perfect. He’s perfect. Tick, tick, tick. I just wish we had more time.
I spent years being afraid to love who I love because of what others think, and so did Taylor. I’d hate to see you lose something good just because your parents disapprove. Choose Salem, Loge. That’s all she wants.”
“Christian! Come get your boy. He’s threatening violence!” I’ll show you violence.
you were practically joined at the hip. Or should I say ass? By the sounds constantly coming from your room, I’m pretty sure he lived inside your butthole.”
Does he miss me as much as I miss him? Is this as hard for him as it is for me?
What even was I to him? Just something to pass the summer away? All of the things we said to each other, all of the bullshit we worked through...was it even real? Did I mean anything to him at all?
But I did lose him, didn’t I? I never even had him. Blood, so much blood. “Stay with me, baby.”
How could I ever believe he’d love me after everything I’ve done? I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve him.
“Mr. Tottman, it’s good to see you awake,” he says with a smile, oblivious to the chaos in my head. “How are you feeling?” Like my heart just got thrown in a blender.
Goddamn, the way he makes me melt when he begs. I’m so deep in it for him that I’d give him anything he asks for, even if it hurts me. Even if it kills me.
I missed the feel of him, even if it had only been a week. Even if he didn’t miss me.
“Why do you always feel amazing?” He groans, thrusting into me, emphasizing every word with each punch of his hips. “Every. Single. Time.” “Mmfuck, right there.”
“Say it for me, baby. There’s only you.”
“I meant what I said, Tay. There’s no one for me but you. Nobody I want but you.”
His tongue enters me, cutting off my words as he swirls it around, lapping at the cum he just filled me with moments ago.
“Greg said he could see how different I was right after he kissed me. How much happier I’d become, and the reason is you, baby. That’s why I smiled. Because you’ve made me happier in the last few months than I’ve felt in years. I was smiling because I was thinking of you.”
“Delaware doesn’t just apply to our texts and the track, it’s our whole fucking lives. Understand?”
“Now fuck my face like you’re still mad at me, baby.” And so I do.
After he pumps me so full it’s dripping around his length, I collapse onto him, and he holds me while our bodies are still joined. Another favorite thing of mine that he does. Like he doesn’t want to lose our connection just yet.
