“I know I haven’t done the best job with your heart, Jewel, and you don’t trust me. But I swear I only have the best intentions with you. It messed with me knowing things out of my control have kept us apart. I need you to know that I am doing my best to make it all disappear. I know that eventually you will find out what’s going on, and I want to be the one to tell you, but not yet. This is selfish of me, but I need you to love me, I need you to care about me, and I need you to give me your all. There is no one else on this earth who makes me a better man. I need you to not give up on me
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