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Call me delusional, but the fact he’s stalking me means he’s obsessed with me. Just like I am with him. I can’t be mad about that.
Definitely obsessed no doubt about it.
I will make Alexei mine.
He’s played his cards and now it’s my turn. I hope my deal lands with his dick inside me. If he turns up, that tells me everything I need to know. He loves me too.
She is my purpose in life. I crave her in ways I can’t comprehend.
“I want you to own me. I want you to fuck me senseless, claim me as yours. I want it all, with you.”
“Ruin me, Alexei. Shatter everything we thought we wanted and take what we both need for once.”
“The only way I’ll be ruining you is for every other man. You are mine, Lara Volkov.”
“Destroy our friendship then. Make me yours.” My breath hitches.
“You taste so sweet,”
The only woman ever on my mind for the last twenty years is Lara.
I wholeheartedly belong to her. My woman.
“God you’re so wet for me. I bet you taste so sweet down there, too.”
“Teach me how to make you scream for me. Show me exactly how you want it.”
“Fuck. Me. Alexei. Please. I am begging you.”
Whatever my girl wants, she gets.
Damn right.
“That’s better. I can see your pretty face when I take you.” She smiles up at me. “And I get to see your handsome one.”
“Chyort vozmi, ty takaya tugaya, ya hochiu ostatsia v tebe navsegda.” Fucking hell, you’re so tight, I want to stay inside you forever.
“You look so fucking pretty bouncing on my cock.”
I grin and shake my head. “You are my first and last.”
“Yea. I know what I’m saying. My dick has never been in anyone else. Only you.”
“Because I was made for your pleasure, Lara. It’s simple. I’m good at making you come, because I’m obsessed with you. I’ve spent my life figuring you out. And apparently, this was the real reason.”
“Lara. I’ve waited all of my life for you. No one would ever compare. And I’m never letting you go. So, I’m more than happy being with you and only you for eternity.”
“I can’t believe we waited this long to do this, when this entire time I could have been eating you.”
“What? I like eating you. I like my sweets. Now you’re my favorite. But remember, I get addicted quickly. So I’ll need your pretty pussy on my face as much as possible to survive.”
“I’d really like that. I want to experience everything with you. And make it dirty, call me your good girl, pull my hair, choke me. I’m yours and I think you’ll make a perfect pleasure dom for me.”
Being with him is my gift. Finally, having the man I’ve wished for.
Lara, This is just the start of the last year of your twenties. And this is just the beginning of our new chapter. I’ll see you later for the rest of your gifts. If you thought you were spoiled as my friend, wait until you see what happens when you’re mine completely. You make me so happy, baby. Love, Alexei, Sheila, and Bruce. (Sheila is still warming up to you)
He might be cold to everyone else, but to me, he is always my funny big brother.
I caught the one woman I’ve always wanted,
“I bet you’re soaking for me.”
“I need you, Lara. Really fucking bad. It’s becoming a problem.”
“I’m all in, baby. Never question that.”
“You look damn fine in a suit, sladkiy.”
“I need you. I need you so fucking bad.”
“I think it’s about time you gave me a hand necklace,” I whisper and lick my lips as I watch his reaction. His brows furrow in a look of confusion. “Explain, is this another English term?” “Choke me, Alexei. Your hands become my necklace.” I can feel my cheeks get hot. He gives me a little smirk and dives his fingers in deeper. “Why do you wanna be choked, pchelka? You trust my hands around your throat? Not many people would.” I lean in and roll my hips against his palm. “It will make me come so fucking hard for you, sladkiy.” I suck in a breath as he curls his fingers deep inside me.
He’s a free spirit. He’s refreshing to be around.
The one who stole my heart.
“I love you, pchelka. It’s you. It’s always been you. It will always be you.”
“I’ve been in love with you for a long, long time, Alexei. Please never stop being you. Never stop making me laugh, or being your crazy self. I love you for everything you are. And I’ll love you until I take my last breath.”
“Yes. All of it. All of your crazy, Alexei. I don’t love you despite it, I love you for it.”
Alexei clenches his jaw as he stares at me. “Lara, I don’t go anywhere without you if I can help it. You’re my person.”
“I don’t need saving, Alexei,” she shouts.
You may not need it but you want it.
“I’m not rescuing you. I’m loving you. There’s a difference. Now turn around, get that fine ass back to the house and we can talk there if you want to. Regardless, you are coming home to me. Okay?”
Period. You tell her!
“Please, baby. No more running, only back home to me. I need you too.”
“I hate how I look, whether I’m lighter, heavier, dressed my best or in my sweats. No matter what I do, I look in the mirror and despise the woman staring back at me.”
Awwww.
“Everything around me always falls apart and you know what I do? I starve myself to feel some sense of normalcy. Sometimes I don’t eat for days and work out until the room spins, but all I can hear is my father telling me I don’t look good enough for a man to marry. Every first date never turns into a second and now, I’m so in love with the one man I can’t openly be with, why? Because my brothers control my damn life.
“Lara Volkov. I’ve been in love with you for what feels like my whole life. My loyalty may be with your brothers, my heart, that’s all yours, baby. And that comes first, even before my own life. That will never change. What we have, it’s forever. There is no end. We don’t hide. I would be nothing more than honored to be your man to everyone in the outside world, your brothers included. But it’s a risk.”
“Look at me Lara. You are worth every risk. For you I’ll take the chance on my life and I will fight with everything I have to make this right so we can be together. I only want you, in all your imperfections.”
I wish I had an Alexei who would give me the world.
“Never. My love for you is my fuel, one spark and I can set the world on fire. Our love is forever. No beginning, no end. Infinite.”
“Maybe we don’t need fixing, maybe we were always meant to be broken together, pchelka.”
