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Greedy brought us together, his best friend and his girl. For that one magical summer, the three of us were inseparable.
Part of that is because of what happened. Part of that is my fault. Something broke inside me when Hunter left. I didn’t have it in me to make the effort. But he changed, too.
and knows my darkest secrets,
And I’m really not ready to confess what happens on the darkest nights, when there’s no moon in the sky or hope left in my personal well.
“He doesn’t know,” I whisper. I choke back a sob at the thought of the secret I’ve held tight to for three years. “I don’t ever want him to know.”
But again, his dad knows nothing about why his son carries an epic grudge against my mom.
We lost touch, and not from lack of trying on my end. Once he took off for California, Levi sort of slow faded from my life. It hurt, but mourning our friendship took a back seat to my efforts to piece together the details of Hunter’s disappearance and her refusal to return my calls and texts. “Look, G,
“Don’t catch real feelings for Hunter,” I warn him. Then, before he can interject, I add, “She’s mine.”
“She’s mine,” I repeat, my voice thick and solemn this time. “And she knows it. She might not be ready to admit it, but she fucking knows it.” His glare holds more of a challenge than I expected. Softer, I add, “It was only ever her, Leev.”
“Be my girl,” he says.
She doesn’t talk about the in-between: Where she went. Where I helped her go.
In this moment, I make a promise to myself. I’ll be the man who lightens her load. The person who pays attention. Notices when she needs a break. Gives her an excuse to let loose.
“No wrong moves, Temi. You’re my first and my last. I never knew what I was waiting for, but now I know it was you.”
He knows how I feel about her. He knows how I hate her in every sense of the word.
Magnolia St. Clair-Ferguson has the ability to unravel the one person I care most about in this world. That’s why I hate her.
I’m not calling this game. I’m running defense with an outdated playbook.
He’ll eventually move on, and his life will be categorically better without me.

