Crypt of the Moon Spider (Lunar Gothic Trilogy, #1)

by Nathan Ballingrud

“I didn’t used to be this way. I was happy when I was a child. I had such grand ideas about how life would be. What happened to me? What happened to us?” “We grew up.”

Sheesh

“I know it wasn’t my fault. I just didn’t want to live. You can’t make somebody want to live.”