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“So, it’s okay only when you do it? That’s pretty hypocritical of you.” She rolls her eyes. “This is totally not the same thing.” I’m about to fire back but she swings her leg extra wide, her foot coming so close to my balls that I have to step out of the way.
“It’ll be all yours when I’m done. Now wait your turn like a good boy.” Tell me why my dick twitches when she says that?
“Don’t worry about that. You’ll be generously compensated for your time.” “What? No, I don’t want money.” Trenton leans his elbows onto his knees. “You don’t?” “Look around. I’m living in the same apartment as you. I’m a strong independent woman who don’t need no man.
“It’s so nice to meet you.” He can act as irritated as he wants, but I catch the amusement dancing in his eyes when he says, “The pleasure is all mine.”
She pulls a scrap of red lace out of her pile and sets it to the side. She continues digging through her clothes until she comes out with a matching bra.
“What can I bring to dinner?” She lifts the laundry basket and takes a few steps back. “If you want me to be flirty, then bring wine. If you want me to take off my top and dance on the table, then bring tequila. And if you want me to be happy, then bring mint chocolate chip ice cream—the green kind with big chocolate chunks in it.”
1. Go on a date 2. Hold hands in public 3. Post pictures on social media 4. Kiss
You can’t blame a girl for noticing.” I take a sip of wine. “Now the real question is: Do you have the size to back it up, or do you rely on the motion of your ocean?” He eyes my wine glass and his lips curve into a smirk. “Feeling flirty, are we?”
“I’m just saying, you look like you’ve got skills.” He leans down and his lips brush against my ear. “Cassidy Quinn, you have no idea.”
“I know, it’s part of the contract.” My eyebrows press together. “Hey, look at me.” She lifts her hazel eyes to mine. “You have me, regardless of the contract. If you need something, don’t hesitate to ask. You understand?” She nods, and a small smile touches her lips.
Jesus Christ. This woman is every one of my fantasies come to life. Voluptuous and sexy as hell while still leaving things to the imagination. And I have a good fucking imagination.
I pull back first, but not without sucking on her bottom lip and releasing it with a pop. Her hair is tousled from my hands and her lipstick smeared, but it only makes my dick harder to see her like this.
“I didn’t kiss you for them.” “Then why did you?” “Because I couldn’t wait one more second to find out what you taste like.”
Good Morning, The woman at the flower shop said peonies are a symbol of happiness and beauty. I figured they were perfect for you. Thank you for dealing with the cameras and flashing lights last night. I hope you got enough material to do some writing today. I got you a little something for the game tonight. See you there. –Neighbor Man
His eyes drop to the jersey swallowing up my body, and several silent seconds pass between us. Then his mouth is on mine. He fists my jersey, bunching it up around my hips as he spins us and pins me against the door to close it.
My toes barely touch the floor as I stretch up to reach him, until he lifts me up and holds me in his arms. My legs wrap around him and my hands snake around the back of his neck, tugging at the roots of his damp hair.
He trails kisses down my jaw and along my neck, biting at the sensitive skin. “Seeing you wearing my jersey does something to me.” “I’ll wear it all the time if this is how you’re going to react.”
My sex life hasn’t been anything like the books I write.” A grin spreads across his face. “That’s about to change.”
The things I wanted to do to her last night with her ass in my hands, pinned against the door wearing my number...and when she told me she wanted to fuck me for inspiration for her book? I was ready to lie down at her feet and let her use me any way she wanted.
Red is officially my new favorite color. And you’re my new favorite flavor. —Neighbor Man
Me: And for the record, you don’t need an excuse to see me. Trenton: Good because I would’ve come up with one anyway.
I stare at him, unable to focus on anything else until he turns around and searches for me. We lock eyes and he gives me a quick nod before slamming the helmet back over his head.
I pace in my living room waiting for Trenton to get back after the game. Something feels different tonight. Maybe it’s the fact that I saw him go down on the ice, or maybe it’s just nerves because I’m excited to see him. But I won’t be able to relax until he comes home.
I fling open the door when I hear his knock and jump into his arms. He chuckles as he staggers backward, wrapping his arms around me. “Hello to you too.” “Are you okay? Let me see your head.” I grip and examine his face. “Do you need to go to the hospital?” Trenton walks into my apartment and kicks the door shut behind him. “I’m fine.”
“Fuck, baby. You look so good gagging on my cock. What a good girl you are.”
I whimper in protest, but then his hips move faster. I reach up to cup his balls, giving them a gentle tug. He groans loud. “Cassidy, I’m gonna come.” And this big, beautiful man calls my name, over and over again, as he shoots his release down my throat. I swallow it down and my chest heaves as I try to catch my breath. But then I’m yanked up by my shoulders and Trenton hauls my mouth against his, suffocating me in a kiss.
Her beautiful face fills the screen and I can only make out her bare shoulders and collar bone in the frame, her hair fanned out on her pillow. “That was fast.” “Had to get to my girl.” She lets out a small moan. “I miss you.” I kick out of my sneakers and yank off my pants, leaving them at the foot of the bed. “God, I miss you. I wish I could be there right now.”
I grin. “I love the way you look after you come.” Hair a mess, flushed cheeks, a sated smile. Until she pouts. “You’re not here for post-orgasm snuggles.” “I’ll make it up to you tomorrow, beautiful.”
She barely lifts her red-rimmed eyes to mine. “Hey, Trent.” “What’s wrong?” I rush inside her apartment and drop my bags, clutching her face in my hands. “What happened? Why are you crying?”
“I don’t know.” She slips her arms around my waist and fists my shirt. “I didn’t notice anything.” I grip her tighter. “It’s okay, baby. I’ve got you. I’m here now. Let it all out.” Sobs rack her body, the sound of her grief cracking my chest wide open. She loved that bird, and though I wasn’t a fan of Candy, she was a living thing and now she’s gone.
I stroke the back of her head, running my fingers through her soft hair. My chest physically aches me hearing her cry, seeing her upset like this. In this moment, it hits me: I’ll do anything to keep Cassidy safe and happy.
She lets out a soft laugh and rests her head on my shoulder. “I’m sorry about all the crying. I know this wasn’t what you expected when you came over today. We can have sex in a little while.” My body stills and then I hold her away from me so I can look into her eyes. “We’re not having sex, and that is the furthest thing from my mind right now. You’re upset.”
My throat bobs as I swallow. “I’m here because...because I want to see you. Because I need to be near you. Because I missed you while I was gone, and all I could think about when I wasn’t playing hockey was you.” My eyes bounce between hers. “We only have sex if you’re in the mood to have sex. And if you’re not, that doesn’t mean I don’t want to spend time with you.” A lone tear trails over the curve of her cheekbone, but I know this one isn’t because of her bird.
“You’re more than just sex, Cassidy Quinn. You’re the total package, remember?” She leans forward and presses her soft lips to mine. “I really missed you.” I really fucking did too.
And why am I getting hard at the thought of spilling my cum inside her? Cassidy places her hand on my forearm. “You okay?” No, I’m not okay. Not one fucking bit.
“I believe in love.” His dark eyes meet mine and hold my gaze for a moment before he answers.
“Get the fuck away from her,” I make out Trenton’s voice above the commotion. “Back the fuck up.” I’m pulled off the ground and panic seizes me until I see Trenton’s face. “It’s me, baby. It’s me. I’ve got you.” I grip onto his shoulders, burying my face in his neck to hide from the cameras, and I don’t look up until we’re safely in the car.
He shakes his head, staring down at my legs as he caresses them. “I’m so sorry, Cassidy. This is my fault. I should’ve had Sam waiting for us. I should’ve gone out the VIP exit. I wasn’t thinking straight. I fucked up.” I lean forward and cup his jaw. “Hey, look at me.” His big brown eyes lift to meet mine.
“You’re ruining me, Cassidy Quinn.” I smile at that. “Good.” Because you’ve already ruined me.
“You’re perfection, Cassidy Quinn.” She shivers beneath me. “Do you think...could you maybe be on top of me this time?” I shift Cassidy onto her back and prop myself up, hovering above her. “Like this?” “Yes.” Her legs wrap around my waist as she runs her nails along my back. “I want you nice and slow.”
“You want me to make love to you, baby?” She nods, her eyes bouncing between mine. “Is that okay?” My chest aches, and the words almost slip from my mouth. I love you. Be with me. I want to be yours.
“I know I signed a contract, and I know we’re supposed to be pretending to date, but somewhere along the line, this became real to me. I know it’s my fault because I pushed us into fooling around, and that made things way more intimate between us. But we said we wouldn’t lie to each other, and I can’t keep pretending that I don’t have feelings for you. And if you want to stop what we’re doing because you don’t feel the same, then I understand. I know it’s a risk telling you this, but I couldn’t keep it in anymore. Not after everything. Not after this.” She gestures to the birds. “You’re so
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“Baby, come here.” I pull her onto my lap and brush her hair away from her face, looking into her watery eyes. “The man who sold the birds to me told me that they represent love and devotion. Which is why I got them for you, because I wanted to show you how I feel about you—because I needed you to know. I’m in love with you, Cassidy. I’ve been falling for a while now and it’s not because of the contract or the sex. It’s because I couldn’t not fall in love with you. You’re beautiful and kind and caring and talented.” I brush the tip of my nose against hers. “I love everything about you.”
Cassidy smiles and rests her head on my shoulder. “I don’t think I could’ve written a better ending to this story myself.” “Ending?” I stand with her in my arms and toss her over my shoulder as she squeals. “Baby, we’re just getting started.”
He skates past the net and skids to a stop in front of the plexiglass separating us. “I love you,” he mouths. I press both palms against the plastic. “I love you.”
I pace the perimeter of the hotel room until Trenton shows up after the game. I all but throw myself into his arms. He smooths his hand over my hair as he holds me against his chest. “It’s okay, baby. I’m okay.”
“You shouldn’t have played after that hit. You should’ve gone to the hospital.” He tugs my arm toward the bed and pulls me down onto the mattress with him. “Stop yelling at me and come snuggle me, woman.”
My hands ball into fists. “I should’ve waited for him in the parking lot and backed my car into him.” Trenton chuckles. “So much violence inside such a small person.”
“He was just trying to get a reaction out of you. Next time someone makes a comment about me, don’t fight them, okay? It’s not worth it.” He lifts my chin. “You’re worth everything.”
“It’s loving someone so fiercely and hoping it’s enough to glue together all the broken pieces of their past.”
