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My hair was too perfect, my makeup too heavy.
The king took the letter and read it quickly. “Damn French,” he muttered. “Sorry, Amberly, it looks like I’ll be leaving within the hour.” “Another problem with the trade agreement?” she asked quietly. “Yes. I thought we’d settled all this months ago. We need to be firm on this one.” He stood, throwing his napkin on his plate, and made his way to the door.
the politics are so stilted it’s so funny . argh the damn french and this vague trade agreement that was supposedly settled months ago! guess we’ll have to be more firm! none of that means anything
“I’m reserved. You should try it sometime,” Elise fired back quickly. Seeing a spark of anger in Elise made me like her more. “In my family, all the marriages are arranged. I knew what was coming for me, and that’s all this is. I may not be head over heels for Maxon, but I respect him. Love can come later.”
I started walking away, feeling so small I wondered if he even noticed.
“Come on, America. I didn’t mean it like—” “No, it’s fine,” I mumbled. “I’ll watch my words better.”
this entire series has been she really likes this guy and then he says something to piss her off and then she’s like wait! what am I doing? It’s been the other guy the whole time! i can’t believe I’ve been so blind… i love him… and then she’ll see this guy again and be like wait. i actually really like this guy and it just goes on and on and i don’t know if i can do 40 more iterations of it
I nearly started weeping I was so relieved.
Her hip jutted out confidently to the side despite her being surrounded by guards.
Destroying the monarchy is more up the Southern rebels’ alley.
it should be up everyone’s alley i’m confused about how this is so radical to these people. yes they’ve grown up under a monarchy but they have the context that other citizens of monarchies do not have which is that america used to have a president and democratic processes like less than a century ago. so when they’re so afraid of dissolving the monarchy it’s really confusing it’s not like it’s all they’ve known???????????
“What do the Southern rebels want anyway? Just to kill us all?”
“That’s part of it, sure, but only so they’ll have no one to combat them. Too much of the population is oppressed, and this growing cell has bought in to the idea that they could rule the country themselves. America, you’re a Five; I know you’ve seen your share of people who hate the monarchy.”
There was a long moment of silence before he lost his temper. “I will not have anyone else telling me who I can and cannot marry! This is my life you’re playing games with!”
“My name is America,” I said fiercely, standing and looking him straight in the eye, “not This One. I’m not some toy in your little revolution. You keep talking about everyone in Illéa having a chance at the life they want. What about me? What about my future? Do I not count in that plan?”
“I’m all for killing off the castes,
“We keep doing this,” I breathed, exhausted with this game. “We get close and then something happens and it falls apart, and you never seem to be able to make a decision. If you want me as much as you’ve always claimed to, why isn’t this over?”
i don’t understand why she doesn’t get it’s entirely her fault. you can’t be like why aren’t we together when you’re also still in love with the other guy and convinced he’s the one only half the time . also none of this matters
I shrugged. “There are three other girls here. If you’re so worried about your one shot, you might want to make sure you’re not wasting it on me.” I walked away, angry with Maxon for making me feel this way . . . and angry with myself for making things so much worse.

